keratoconus. yeap, tats the word.
its ironic that i was pretty much the last person to know Sats is having it. yes, its god damn serious..dentistry is all about the eyes and the hands!
[more about keratoconus~]
we had our workloads but hey, he's our guy..accompanied him for a checkup. i went in with him, came out slightly regretting why i did. it's sad. i did not realize things have went this far for him..his eyesight was worse than what i expected it to be. because if u do not know Sats, he is that happy-go-lucky guy whom i have not seen angry even one bit <he is tested by some nuisance at times>.
i wish i could do more. there is not a thing to correct these..but an eye surgery <corneal transplantation>.
with us being there with him, i hope he feels home.

we walked out of the newly built hospital. beautiful colourful kolams and rangoli moments filled the air..the staffs seem to be having some sort of kolam competition outside. not really knowing the exact place we were at, in that big town, <we came only with the hospital's name based>, stopped a passing auto who charged us 70 rps for 5 people. is he mad? just a trip to the bus station? so we bid goodbye, looking for another. wasn't easy, there weren't much auto driver's available at that street front of the hospital. few stopped, charging us 100rps. haisyh! so yeah..crazy us, we did end up with an auto that charged back 70.

next stop was Spencers. i had nothing much to buy but deng..Nutella was metaphorically pulling me!! i'm not lying! the chocolate melting in your oral cavity..that taste, that yummy`ness..the way it would make you drag yourself to the kitchen at 5am! =D queued up at the cashier counter with a nutella in my grips.
then i remembered my plans of healthy diets! shalu, my yoga master, she's right,..<lil devil nunu whispering>, she advised dieting aint the best idea. somehow m gonna shed fats off my limbs but the main trunk..exercise would do for the tummy.  <n i already ran out of the queue once to pick two bottles of dishwasher for me and Thils, and got back into the line right where i left>. lil angel nunu created some guiltiness..for the price im paying for. but owh you know, devil always wins ;] .

New year..so?

I started 2011 with a lot of question marks. About the future.

Subjects got harder..lecturers got tougher. I kept on failing! Was pretty depressed, emotionally deprived..reasoning for my failures. I know im not this excellently brilliant kind of student, but I know I aint that last class student either. I know myself, I know my capabilities..till I started seeing my marks below the passing border. My mom was the shoulder I could cry on even though she was miles away, across the ocean. I have good friends, they didn’t get tired teaching me. I changed my study methods. From a night person, I went to a morning person. And failed yet again for my second internals. Models..argh, I just didn’t care. Just like what my senior, Dharshinee advised, I kept on studying. Venila never failed keeping me and Shaleni awake. And Thilagam was with us scribbling the room walls with anatomy, biochemistry and more! Mom, again, she has been this great listener, bearing the cries, screams, disappointments..i knew she did not give up on me when I did. Owh, she’s the loveliest.

with these struggles, I had to get along with the games that my ex was playing. Wadafcuk..
my man, I salute you with my middle finger.

last year, the number of people who found their coward/pervert partners having affairs, almost hit 10 on my count <pretty sure there’s millions more world wide>. anyhow, 2010/previous years may were to be blamed, most probably that’s when these liars got their horns and tails growing, and finally got themselves caught red handed by 2011 =9
<wish ya’all whose under breakup a happy moving on year!  Single ladies, may eu find a gentleman who completes you.. Coupled up, do complete each other! Married,, one life, one wife.>

I want my familia!! Deng,  Diwali, Christmas and now new year without them. My 20^th birthday was officially on air. On the plane I mean! hehe.. dressed all hyped up <caught their eyes on my heels>, we were flying from Bangalore to LCCT Kuala Lumpur as the clock struck 12. Hugs and wishes from my shayang friends. Satheesh was having his bad boy bald looks where his dragon tattoo totally matched in. we all had ours! Conquered the last rows of the plane, made as much noise we wanted, foods went onto passing..moments of disbelief that we’re actually home. 

Landed and inhaled the much appreciated Malaysia air. <wished I took off the heels upon landing, quiet screams of pain as we walk all the way to the airport, bloody plane landed at the last terminal>. Loaded the trolleys with luggages and as everyone reached for their beloved families, I was actually showered with gifts and cards! A yummy cake and a lovely birthday song indeed by Uma, her brother, and a relative. How thoughtful they have been, considering that I was just a friend of their little sister. A cake fresh from bakery, all for me. <Rineith finished it!>
haha he was there 8 hours with me to catch the next flight to penang. Loyal guardian =d ..thanks to him for the entertaining movies and trailers. <aint forgetting the one under the tunnel  -_-‘’>
Parents..they took me out for dinner. I did few dramas but owh well, family is family =p. at the end, I consider myself lucky for i got to spend my birthday both with my friends and family. <death alert on my 21^st birthday of 2012>.


The day of my first year result.  We all remember John don’t we.. After weeks of waiting for these PIDC people to upload our marks into the official website..it actually left us wondering the whole point of a college website. At the end, they printed and pasted the marks on the board, had John<he didn’t go back to Malaysia>  to run over, snap few pics and upload them to our batch’s facebook page. And I believe he received so many calls that particular day ;].
I remember I was home alone.. mom came back from work. As she was closing the door back she said she dreamt  lastnight of something. Of course I wasn’t waiting to hear her stories! Hugged her tight, “Mummy thanks,” announced my result, “ I passed with two distinctions.” And continued jumping with much happiness. And she said, “Reynuga, this was what I dreamt..you, hugging me, with a big smile.’’

so yeah I did it! Passing all was big relief..but 2 distinctions out of 4 was too much for me to take. Bliss.

then second year of Bachelor in Dental Surgery of PIDC 10^th batch started with PIDC Cup..our much awaited sports event. Was glorious..i would have been jealous of us if I wasn’t in Phoenix! Our girls and guys rocked track and fields..champions. I was in football..2^nd place < the most sweat I put in besides the cheerleading..2^nd place as well>, then basketball <which I was literally just orally cheering =p and my team actually won it whole. Thanx yaw!>.

I ended my 2011 much wiser..with a bunch of a-w-e-s-o-m-e friends.

2012, I have no idea what you have for me..but I would say bring it on!